Miserable

Hey hey..
Just got back from accounts tuition..
Ate my porridge as dinner..
Yum yum..
Gonna release xia my stress and miserable-ness in form 4 life /.\
If not I will go ka-boom one day ><

Form 4 life..
Don't have any government test like UPSR in standard 6 PMR in form 3 all that..
WAS thinking that form 4 will not be that suffering..
BUT
I was totally wrong..
Form 4 life..
MORE MISERABLE AND SUFFERING THAN FORM 3 :O

1st is my RESULTS

Damn..

I broke my record..

I did not fail that much subjects in 1 exam before..

3 subjects! WTH?!

2nd is NO TUITION

I was really really suffering..

I cannot understand..

Even though I did study.. some la.. :P

Zzz...

3rd NiE

Pass few years my English teachers were really kind and generous

They did not force me to do something I don't wanna do...

Like NiE..

I hate it..

Now I was being forced to do if not I'll be dead meat /.\

And I have to edit video..

Well.. The doing video part was my idea though..

#what was wrong with me for picking video and troubling myself? =.="

Hmm..

Shouldn't be blaming too much on others..

I should really blame myself..

Cuz I'm the one who is causing these all troubles and miserable-ness..

For being too lazy, irresponsible and over-rely on others..

Grow up and be independent CYY

Haish..

Gahyau and a Chayok to me perhaps?

Tell myself I can do it..

Kya! XD