Guilty

Have you ever tried causing other people to argue?
Gosh..
Damn guilty..
It was some family matters actually..
Because of me, everything had went from high to low..

Last Sunday night,
Usual Sunday night, after picking my mum from work, we went to my dad's friend's restaurant to have our dinner.
He is a cook. He and my dad was friends since 30 years ago.
Well..
I got high and oops..
Because of me, my parents argued.
I sorta starting to hate my dad LOL
I mean it was actually a small matter..
Why so stubborn?
But in anyway, it's my fault..
My bad..
I am very very very 100x sorry mama..
Next time I won't be so honest..
Never tell the truth to my papa..
And never argue with an Aries, they are truly self-centred a.k.a selfish..
Yup.. no offence..
That's what I've learned..

And I think I owe a sorry to that uncle too..
My apologies..
Once I get "hyped-up", anything may come out from me..
Never ever trust me and share any secrets to me then..
Especially those adult-family-matter..
I may cause arguments..
I may cause hatred..
Fuuuu...
I hate myself..
I hate me.. /.\
This was not the first time.. I guess..

Seeing your parents arguing is sad..
It's worser when you are the cause..
Mama told me not to tell this to anyone..
But I can't stand it how people treat papa like that, so I was feeling that he has the right to at least know.
But papa, you're too impetus..
I mean, can't you be rational a bit?
Can violence and anger fix stuffs?
You have a family to care for right?
What if something bad happened and you're not here?
/.\

Some more tomorrow will be my grade 8 examination.
Forcing myself to get a distinction.
It seemed hopeless thought.
Good luck CYY >.<"

Guilty-ness + stress releasing
End.