I'm sure I've changed too, not a lot I guess, but changed for the better me
I used to be childish, super volcano, I don't really like the old me
My panda changed me tho, not really change la more like influence, made me realize I have to change to not hurt people, most importantly don't wanna hurt my panda heheh
Changes can be fast tho
So fast that I don't even know what happened and poof, everything isn't like how it's used to be, like a month ago
Didn't expect everything to change within a month
Perhaps the main character herself didn't know about this, perhaps she just felt like everything is still the same
I hope it's just me overthinking and oversensing
But I can't fool myself anymore
For once or twice I can convince myself with the same reason over and over again
But as the time goes on, I can't anymore
Knowing it isn't the same anymore, but I can't do anything, this feel sucks ttm
At least if I know it's my fault then maybe it won't be that suffering
The thing is, I don't even know if it's my fault
Hoping so badly that someone can tell me why and what happened
If it's my fault, I'm willing to apologize
If what ever I did pisses you off or annoyed you, I sincerely apologize
Cuz I know when I'm mad I can't think, all I do is stupid stuff which I don't even know I actually hurt somebody
I hope everything goes back to normal
I hope everything remains unchanged
