So recently something unpleasant happened
Misunderstandings I can say
People see only the surface, judge based on the surface
The surface can look as positive as it seems to be, but it doesn't mean underneath it is the same stuffs as it seems
I'm not the type that keep ranting and complaining 'bout negative stuffs anymore
I mean I do changed, or I shall say I grew up?
Why complain so much when it'll bring more negativity to others?
Complain a bit okay la, complain but yea still have to deal with it in the end
I don't say my problems out unless I really can't solve 'em, but it doesn't mean they don't exist at all
Everything seems easy for outsiders, but it's actually not
I mean yes easy for outsiders to say it's not like I'm busy 24/7, the fact is I AM
Even if I'm done with my assignments and stuffs I'd rather sleep tbh
And I changed from being a really last minute person, not to say I start really early la, but I improved a lot
I'm really a perfectionist when it comes to assignments, I aim for perfection tbfh (minimum D?)
So I really buried myself in it for days or even one whole week to work on it
Entertainments? Going out? Yea, A LITTLE. I literally mean little, hello I don't even have enough time to sleep.
I may not seem like it, but I do enjoy staying home than going out A LOT (I know, I seemed like a really outgoing person)
Reasons for why I don't explain for myself? They say the more you explain, the more you'll make yourself look like you're finding excuses. I don't see a point keep explaining anymore.
It'll come to a point that, you got no choice but to grow up. Don't hangout as much as before doesn't mean my priority have changed AT ALL.
I do admit, I've changed a lot, I know. I'm more like a nerd now too, prefer to use free time to sleep, computer and TV.
Going out? It's actually much more easier to match time with those in the same uni, common sense, and coincidentally, hey our assignment's are done for now (only this moment), of course go find some entertainments la. But only a day of assignment-free-day. The amount of stresses is too damn high.
Money? I'm all the time broke, I really fcking am, especially after I bought EXO's concert ticket. (Who won't be broke after buying concert tickets? I've been saving my money for that come on.)
The way I spend? Tbh, who are you to judge? My sponsors haven't even complain yet, and hello I'm a big big cheapskate actually. I have no idea why I'm being judged as big spender. Buying branded items doesn't mean it HAS to be expensive. There's something called DISCOUNTS, 50% OFF, SET MEALS/LUNCH/DINNER etc. My calculator is always ready to count for the discounted price.
Most the times I'd say I'm broke, of course I do have money left just that it's savings, and if the savings are easily used, how can it even be called savings?
I'm through being judged. I loved being straightforward, and you can do the same to me, Let's not play hide and seek. I don't mean to offend anyone, just saying what's on my mind. I won't voice out if I don't care. To believe or not? It's totally beyond my control, what I can say is I've been super honest and if you know me well you should know I hated lying and I suck at it.
Anyway, I'm done. Cheers v.
