Coward

I'm a coward
2000 words of English essay
I don't think I can finish that
Not to mention, as if its bc essay I can't guarantee also that I can write that amount of words
English some more, which I'm not that good at it
I really am a coward
Not going to school tomorrow
Part of it is because I'm afraid to get scolded again
And of course because I am lazy

I really hate myself
Sometimes I typed it all out, thought of to post already
Eventually, I deleted whatever I had written
Because I don't have the guts to post
As it may leads to "war"
But it's my blog, it's my twitter ID right?
What is seriously wrong with me?
Blogging and twittering should be my place to voice out, to release stress and everything right?

Or perhaps this is all because of my lack of self-confidence?
Like seriously, I never really trusted myself anyways
Coward coward coward
*speechless*

Shyan was right, I really am abnormally emo
High for now, low for sudden
LOL
Volcano
Also had been thinking unnecessary stuffs these days
Aigo childish yet uncontrollable feelings
What to do?
Idk

Kk
Gonna sleep
Taa