Few days ago, another Myvi with a P sticker on it, it got crashed and scratches were everywhere
And I still dare to say "how could the driver be so careless" etc
Come to think of it, I was being kinda arrogant, thinking that I will not make that silly mistake
And even when just now in a traffic jam, I said what I won't get a single scratch on my car, even if someone offer to repair my car, my car will not be original anymore
I talk big, I hate myself ugh
I won't blame anything or anyone
It's my fault, for not seeing properly before taking action
I crashed Silver's bumper into a divider while crossing a junction
I almost lost my thought and everything actually
But thinking that in the car was John and my bro
Quickly I drove into a petrol station nearby and stopped
Never felt so desperate and so sorry before
I was scared being scolded by parents
And of course I felt like Silver must be aching
Hate myself so much, if I had been more careful all of these won't have happened
Thank you john, for calming me down and all
The moment you tried to fix the bumper, I was so grateful, cuz thanks to you, it wasn't that obvious now
But I still have to tell my parents
Lying to them won't help anything at all, I don't have the money to get the whole bumper changed, so I guess being honest is the only choice
Hope that they can understand me
Super guilty I hate myself
Why was I so blur that time?
Sorry daddy, sorry mommy, sorry Silver
*yea I named my car Silver*
