BFF

I can't sleep

I'm tired but I can't sleep

Things are still going on in my brain 

And I decided to type it out

To my dearest best friend, no offense, I'm just voicing out

You're my best friend, and I meant forever

Please don't ever say stuffs weren't like before, nothing will change 

I cared for you, I still do

But tbh once in awhile, it doesn't have to be me approaching you first

I actually hope you can approach me first 

At least that will make me feel you care for me too

Sometimes I stopped myself from caring 

Cuz your cold responses, made me feel like am I annoying? Should I stop what I was doing?

I really thought you stopped caring 

And when you're not okay, please just be honest with me, I suck at reading people, I'm not really sensible, but I will try my best to do so 

Bear in mind, you will never be replaced, you're my soulmate for life, and I hope I'm still your best friend, I hope I'm not getting replaced 

I was once give up on believing best friends are forever, but you made me believe that again, and I wanna continue believing it

And I'll admit, when I see your selfies with your new friends, I do get jealous, I just don't wanna admit it, but I do

I'm a really complicated person, which is troublesome and sensitive, thanks for accepting for who I am

I'm glad I met you, I'm glad you actually cared for me that much, I honestly didn't expect that 

Our friendship will never end, and it's still counting on, happy 3 years anniversary best bud ❤️

It's a bit 老土 to say so but still

Best friends forever ❤️