Stress

During 1st semester, I thought that was already really stressful
Until I came to 2nd semester, now I know 1st semester was actually really relaxing already
And I know whats more coming is during degree, the so called stress we're having now is nothing compared to degree

I failed chemistry and resulting having to take an additional semester
This was already stress enough for me cuz I still can't let it go
Especially when I see other of my friends are able to prepare to move onto university already
While I was still in college, and next year I really cannot imagine what it will be like
Today they all handed up their application form, while here I was, emo and overthinking cuz I can't apply yet
Okay this is getting a bit off track
Come back come back haha

For the 1st time, I'm actually feeling English is hard and really stressful
Well most of it is cuz Monash only accepts with a minimum average mark of 65% for both semesters
Plus, English really has quite an amount of important assignments
The research project report and the presentation, which the marks allocated are quite high
Then the contemporary writing which worth 20% itself
1st semester's English was way much easier than now
Now we have so many texts and movie to remember
Two movies 42 and Rabbit-proof Fence, which movies are still quite okay to me
Then novel The Kite Runner which I was still at chapter 2, such a boring novel =3=
Then Half The Sky lagi teruk cuz all it's talking about is human trafficking, prostitutes, sex etc
Tbh I'm not even interested to read it but I got no other choice
Gotta start reading it soon =3=
Plus, our lecturer loves presentation
I'm starting to feel so numb and tired of it already
And some of our group members aren't even helpful
MIA whenever they feel like it
Speechless

Then bio currently no more assignments THANK GOD
But I'm still kind of stressed cuz I'm scared I can't manage it
For the last topic test I only scored 65% /3\
Not good enough ah
Bio is important for me ugh

Then ICT
I'm sort of regretting why did I even take it
I'm not even touching stuffs about IT LOL
I'm thinking should I have retook chemistry unit 1 instead
But then I scared I'll fail it again
Ugh why am I so weak :(
Left one major assignment: programming
Can't even download VB how to program jek ugh

Finals are coming soon
One more month approximately
Gambateh ba